wow.. all three weekends i had big plans.. im so tired.. have no time for myself...

-working
-school
-dragonboating
-summer fun with friends.

man.. this weekend will be all mine

lab mid term 12th
mid term 18th
alcan 16th & 17th
birthday 24th
camping 29th, 30th, 1st &2nd
vegus mid aug.

+ work in btwn .... and studying??

I finally did it... now reply with first name and last name.

i never have ne thing smart to say.
i think im too simple of a person to be with.
i've done alot in my years, but have nothing to show for it, or atlease it's not there ne more.

i feel older and that i have to grow up...
i have to think for myself,
do wat i need to do,
live the life i wanna live,
enjoy my company

enjoy life.

time to be happy for myself.

so i never go online as much as i did within the last 3 weeks due to school and worried i might have so urgent e-mail from my prof. telling me my marks are up... hehehe ya right... but ya... never been on for such a long time.
... however, i did go on msn.
i dent c a point on going on ne more. if it's urgent, e-mail me, or better yet, call me.
all these useless talking about "how are u?" and "wat u up to"s

but hey u never know i might come back one day!

schools over for another 2 weeks, im still free from work till monday. than off on wed and then closing all week but saturday. not too bad i guess... a full shift for me and this is the first time in a year i've gotten one... i think.... i remembered the only time i got full shifts were during the summer, when i needed the money and wasted it on things i dent even remember. so sad.
but that's life right?

my back muscles hurt (latissimus dorsi) the right side. every time i breath or cough or sneeze my insides hurt. i think i pulled it yesterday. i hope i will improve though. i tried so hard. i want to do better in everything im doing. but in achieving one goal, i hope i dent have to sacrifice another.

i gotta get everything sorted out this week or else ill just be holding on and not letting go.

i know wat's good for me... now do the right thing.

YA!!!!!!!!!
finals are overs!

now my summer can begin.. than 2 weeks later back into school!
not too bad since i'm only taking 1 course.

i dont really mind hockey, i jsut dont really have the time to sit there and watch a 3 hr game more than once a week. ... (i rather eat.) but hockey cost less if your watching at home.

i dont feel so well during the 2 weeks of harsh studying.  my stomach has been taking up all the junks i found around the house that i eat to calm my nerves, and now it's fighting back.
i think i like eating too much... ill try to change.

bye!